Wednesday, November 29, 2017

The Ghost Stalker of the Clock Tower

Have you ever heard about the mysterious boy, who is often seen wandering near the clock tower after dark? And not just wandering, but also following every girl who dares to pass by the clock tower, at that time.
No? Then I’ll tell you his story, because I have seen him- The Ghost Stalker of the Clock Tower.
The story started on a peculiar rainy night. Rainy, wet but enchanting; the kind of night which seldom comes and which not many are able to witness; Lucky are those. A boy stood alone on this night, in a deserted bus stop, just a few metres away from the Clock Tower. It was nearly midnight and everything was so still, that even the ticking of the clock could be clearly heard.
The boy, wearing blue denims and a hoodie jacket, stood as still as a statue, as if waiting patiently for someone. His head was low and his eyes were fixed on the ground. He was so still that it was hard to tell if he was even alive. His face was not at all visible, save a glance of his blood-red lips, under the black hoodie; which covered his face like the Moon covers the Sun, during a complete Solar Eclipse.
There was just one street lamp on the road, which illuminated a small area around the bus stop. Rest was as dark as a black hole. Then a bus came from which a girl got down and stood beside that boy; evidently ready to wait for another bus. After the bus left, there were just two of them, and silence.
The girl was smartly dressed beautiful, round and bright face, low cheekbones which were rather a contrast to her sharp nose. Two dark brown eyes, hidden behind spectacles and a well-defined chin, gave her face quite a pretty look. Tall and slender; she looked confident. A look which concealed the fact that she was so nervous as if all the hell was going to break loose around her. Not only the silence, darkness and the ticking of the clock scared her; but also her companion at that time, who seemed extremely weird.
She decided to avoid him, but found very hard to do so; for it was actually really disturbing- the way he just stood there, so still, with his hands in his pockets and his eyes always fixed on the ground, as if there was nothing in this world which existed but him; though she could not tell clearly, the face being so well-hidden underneath that hoodie.
The girl who was deeply engrossed in her thoughts was suddenly startled out of her wits by the noise of the clock tower’s bell, which signaled that it was exactly midnight. At the same time, two bright head-lights of a bus shone at her from a distance. The bus had arrived just in time for the lady was getting rather cocky.
Relieved that she’ll no longer have to stand along with the odd boy, she boarded the bus and took a window seat. She was rather enjoying the cool wind on her face, when happening to glance around, she spotted the same boy sitting a few seats behind her. Weird, she thought; how could she not see him while he was getting into the bus? Actually, more than weird, she felt suspicious; but told herself at once that it was just a co-incidence and so shook off the bizarre feeling.
The bus was almost empty except the two and a few more. Outside it was dark; smelling fresh of rain, but inside, damp air, dim light and an overpowering smell of diesel filled the bus.
At last, the bus came to a halt and the girl got down at her stop, she had taken just a few steps towards her neighborhood, when she felt as if someone was following her. Looking back, she saw nothing, just darkness. She turned and had just started walking again, when she felt the same way, a sort of instinct. This time, when she looked back; she saw a figure coming towards her- sporting black jacket accompanied by blue denims.
It was at this moment, when the girl got really scared, and started walking as fast as she could, without breaking into a run; in an attempt to avoid the stranger, who was seemingly stalking her. The girl tried to think about the best that could be done in such a situation. She decided to try and get home as soon as possible and call the cops. As she reached near her house, she broke into a run.
Getting inside, she quickly locked the door firmly, and peeped outside through the window, to see if the stalker was still there. But she couldn’t see anything or anyone. She carefully went upto the gate and looked thoroughly- nothing.
There was just darkness; no human figure could be seen, till where her eyesight could reach. It was as silent as a church-yard; but for a dog, who broke the silence by giving a long, endless howl. Nevertheless, there was no danger now. She locked the door again, checked all the windows and then relaxed. She heaved a sigh of relief and turned away from the window, only to face the hooded boy; she gave a loud scream and woke out of her sleep.
She was still in her office and had fallen asleep on her chair as maybe she was too tired. The office was almost empty by now as it was already 11:20 PM. If she didn’t hurry, she’ll miss the bus. While on the bus, she was still thinking about the dream.
The bus came to a halt at the bus stop near the clock tower. As she got down, in the light of the single lamp, she saw a figure which vanished in a flash. She blinked a few times, thinking if it was her imagination. She was clearly remembered of her dream. She stood there, waiting for next bus; she had no other choice.
It was all exactly as she saw in her dream barely an hour ago- except there was no weird companion. She was so engrossed in her thoughts that when the midnight bell of the clock tower rang, she was startled. Just then the much-awaited bus came and she got in. But this time, all she did was to keep an eye on the doors of the bus. She was relieved when she reached home, without being stalked.
She closed the door firmly and turned to switch on the lights. As the light filled the room, her eyes fell on the mirror on the opposite wall and she was horrified to see a ‘black-hoodie guy’ standing just behind her. She quickly turned but saw no one.
Now this was the last straw- either she was getting nuts or something really amiss was going on here. The girl one again checked all the doors and windows, and then decided to sleep on the couch as she was quite scared to go inside alone. She sat down on the couch facing the door, pulled over the blanket on herself and switched on the TV to divert her mind of all those creepy thoughts.
It was nearing to dawn but she had no sign of sleep in her eyes. As she looked at the wall clock, she realized that she had been watching TV for 4 hours. Then suddenly her eyes fell on glass pane of the door and there he was- the same boy standing outside her home. His face covered with black hoodie, was clearly visible through the glass panes of her door. It sent a chill down her spine. She was unable to move or speak anything.
It was 7 in the morning when the girl woke up and found herself on the couch. She quickly went to the door, but didn’t find even a single trace of that black hoodie boy. Somewhat calm, she recalled everything that happened with her the last night, and somehow convinced herself that she was just hallucinating, and that there was nothing serious.
As she walked towards the kitchen, she noticed something strange, very strange. There was water spilled all over the floor behind the couch. She was unable to figure out the possibility of water coming from the washroom till her living room. As she thought more, she became sure of the most horrible possibility. She had been thinking that the black hoodie boy was standing outside her door; but in actual he was standing behind her, the entire night. It was his reflection that she saw on the glass pane of the door.
That day while working in her office, apart from being scared and anxious, the other feeling that she had was of curiosity. She desperately wanted to unfold the truth behind all the incidents that have left her so petrified and perplexed.
As she googled about the clock tower of her city, she found that it had a fascinating history. The Clock Tower was a centre of attraction for the whole town due to its grand and complex structure, until the frightful day, when the fire took away all its glories and a local teenager, who was said to be living in the clock tower itself. His body was never found, but another fire took over the town- the rumour that the boy’s spirit haunted the Clock Tower.
Something was compelling the girl to go the depth of this story. It was at this moment, when to get all the answers, she decided to visit the place from where it all began, the clock tower.
Again it was a rainy night, the same girl alone and the same old and isolated Clock Tower. But this time, she wasn’t afraid as she stepped inside, through the rusted door, which closed behind her.
No one knows what really happened there, that night or how the fire, which again took possession of the Clock Tower, had started. Some locals, who lived nearby, informed the cops that they had seen a girl going inside. A search was initiated for the girl, but all they found was a burnt corpse of a boy.
After some investigation, when nothing could be found, the case file got closed, The Clock Tower was sealed forever and the area surrounding it was declared unsafe. Once again, a tide of rumors hit the town and once again the Ghost Stalker of the Clock Tower became the talk of the town- their own legend.
As for the girl, she was never seen again. She just disappeared, and couldn’t be found even after several attempts. No one could ever find me!

Friday, October 6, 2017

Speaking Silence

There's a weird silence in atmosphere today,
Even with a hundred people and their voices..
Everyone is speaking but I don't hear them,
Just murmurs of past, future and present choices.

Now a laugh, then a clap,
People chatting through, smiling gaily..
Sitting on bench or moving here and there,
As usual, talking about things they do daily..
But I don't seem to hear anything.
There's just silence around me.

They are hearing each other's voices,
But my silence, they can't see..
I want to talk, I want to shout,
I want to cry and speak out loud..
But I can't and even if I do,
There's no one to listen me in this croud...

Thursday, September 7, 2017

The Return Gift

Today is your birthday. I have been mentally preparing myself for this day since we stopped talking. I had thought that I won't even wish you..Then 3 days back I thought maybe I should just send you a card. Its not a big deal..Just a card it is. So I bought a real cute book card, wrote my message and posted it to your place. Then yesterday from 10 PM itself I was getting restless.. thinking about whether to call you or not..After all it will be just a call for wishing birthday. My brainstorming session finally came to halt and I decided to leave a voice note for you. Yes! That seemed okay. And my voice had never sounded so sweet as it sounded in that 58 seconds audio clip. Finally my wish had reached to you in my voice and I was more than happy for it. We had a small chat ..After a long long time what these 2 weeks seemed to me.. At last I would be able to sleep in peace tonight.

I couldn't sleep properly as I kept thinking about you entire night. So I decided to ring you up in morning.. Ofcourse only for wishing you a happy birthday. You seemed to be in hurry so I hung up real quick and went back for a little nap.

I couldn't focus on work at all..Kept thinking about doing something on your birthday. No, I wasn't expecting anything in return but as it was your first birthday since we met, I just wanted to do my part in making you smile a bit. But what could have I possibly done from here..We both are so distant.. and then Google baba came to my rescue and I found contact number of a bakery in your city and ordered a cake & a bunch of flowers to be delivered to you.

I called you up in evening and you didn't receive as usual. You called back later at night to inform that you liked the cake ..But you didn't seem as happy as I expected you to be. We continued to talk for a while and conversation took its turn to the most dreaded topic for you... US...

I hung up crying.. Thanking you for the return gift.. finally speaking up. I cried myself to sleep remembering your words.. 'it doesn't happen forcibly'..

When did I force you for anything? I have only forced you into speaking up the reality and I am glad you finally did. All this was never one sided. You have compelled me into loving you..With all those sweet nothings.. small kisses that you would give while wishing me good night.. getting jealous on knowing about my outings with guy friends and still not expressing it to me.. you have made me feel for you the way I feel now.

I started to believe in happy endings and began imagining one with you. I have spent months imagining how it would be when we will meet for the first time. How could have I been such  a fool all that time? The conversation that we used to have was not that friends have.. it was more than that and even you knew that we are connecting in a different way.

But I am contented that you have finally told me that there can be no happy ending for US together. And this was indeed the best return gift that you could have given me. Freedom from hope....Hope that some day you will realize my love and want me back in your life. Thank you for setting me free. 

Saturday, August 26, 2017

Still wondering!


Closing my eyes after a tiring day,
 Sleep is still far far away..
 But sleepless dreams haunt me still,
 An old memory of us up that hill,
 Where we used to run around,
 Holding hands and with books abound.
 No one there just us and them,
 Pretending common stones to be gems,
 And exchanging them in place of rings,
 Promising our love will never be just a fling.
 Oh! Such a happy place of the days past,
 To think of the meeting that was our last,
 Upon that same hill where we used to laugh,
 You left me crying with a heart broken in half.
 And today , I am again thinking of you,
 Still wondering if any of your words were even true.

Monday, August 21, 2017

Hampi: A Backpacker's Paradise

Situated on the banks of River Tungabhadra in Northern Karnataka, the group of monuments in Hampi is recognized as a UNESCO World Heritage Site. With historical & architectural significance, Hampi is known for its magnificent ruins and unearthly landscape. Exhibiting ruins of glorious Vijayanagara Empire, Hampi is charismatic even in its ruined state.

As the best time to visit this open museum is from October to March, I visited Hampi in second week of October. The nearest railway station to the place is Hospet, which is well connected by road to all towns of Karnataka. Though quite popular among foreign tourists, Hampi is still not that commercialized and the one can get decent lodging and food here at reasonable costs.  

Mine was a two day trip to Hampi & nearby areas, and I still wish that I would have got one more day to explore this magnificent part of history. Hampi is a small village spread over 26 square kilometres of boulder -strewn hills and planes, which make the backdrop of Hampi distinctive. Dotted around the hills & its valleys are over 500 monuments and other attractions, which can be visited in a day or two, but the finest experience can be found only in lingering over for a while.

First Day:

Though it is highly recommended to rent a bicycle or scooter, I chose to hire an auto rickshaw. My first day was planned to cover the entire village area, consisting ruins of various temples, religious buildings and royal palaces. One can witness pure Hindu architecture in the remains of temples like Vithala Temple, Hazara Rama Temple, underground Shiva Temple and Achyutaraya Temple. Virupaksha Temple is the only living temple with the status of deity still preserved, unlike other monuments. 

Temple premises

Entrance to underground Shiva Temple

Interior of underground Shiva Temple filled with water


Virupaksha Temple




The cravings and paintings on roofs and walls of these temples portray various stories of Ramayana & Mahabharata.

Story depiction on walls
Stepped Tank build near temple premises is another spectacle to see.




Monolithic statues of Narasimha-Lakshmi, Lord Ganesha & Shivalinga showcase the architectural brilliance of Vijayanagara Empire in medieval period as they were carved out of single rock.




Remains of palaces and royal enclosures like Lotus Mahal (in shape of Lotus) and Queens’ Bath display grandeur of ancient India.

Lotus Mahal

Lotus Mahal

Queens' Bath

Stone Chariot is the epitome of Hampi which is still standing as if built yesterday. 

Elephant Stable was used by Army to keep elephants and Hampi Bazaar which was a market place for common people presents itself in a very subtle way. 

Elephant stable
Hampi Bazaar

I could not visit many places due to time constraint but then at the end of the day, I was gratified enough to have a sound sleep, for being prepared for next day sightseeing.

Second Day:

Second Day was planned for outdoors of Hampi village, which started off with a visit to Kishkindha Kshetra, to a cave where it is believed that the battle between Sugriva & Bali took place and Lord Rama killed Bali. On the way which was around 40 kms, there was a giant bridge supposed to be 600 years old.


Then there was Anjani Parvat, the mention of which is in Ramayana as the birth place of Lord Hanuman. One has to climb around 400 stairs to reach at the top to visit Hanuman Temple. Amidst the green paddy field, the view from top seemed astounding.
Then I visited Pampa Sarovar, which has its mention in Hindu mythology.

Sanapur Lake Reservoir is another attraction nearby, where tourists can experience coral boating, which is yet another experience of its own kind- rotating speedily in a round basket-like boat in middle of the lake. This place is also known for partying by youngsters.
              


Last I visited was the dam built over Tungabhadra River, which looked spectacular from top of the hill that we climbed through a bus.



As my trip to this exquisite place came to end, sitting on the Bus Stand, I just wished to come back here again and re-live the ruins of ancient India that we had studied only in text books till now. Hampi, in truest sense, is a backpacker’s paradise.  



Wednesday, August 16, 2017

The Second Love...!

Having blocked you on Whatsapp & Facebook, still can't take you out from my thoughts.
As usual I didn't get any reply of whatever I had texted you yesterday. You didn't even call once to ask if I am doing fine. I have been crying since then.
You will never know how hard it was for me to decide this. You think I have gone out of control..but the thing is that I am in love with you..truly, madly, deeply.
You know its kind of easier to write this than talking to you; at least I won't expect a reply and won't be disappointed again and again.
I always wonder.. Do you even miss my presence in your life? Do I even mean something to you?
Why are you not in my destiny? Why don't I get the same feelings in return that I have for you? Why did you come this close to me when you never had any intention of taking it further?
Answers of these are neither with you nor with me.

It is just too hard for me to stop talking to you, but I can't do it anymore...for the sake of my sanity. I miss you terribly though.

I understand we have not known each other for a very long time; hardly 8-9 months. But falling in love with you was not accidental. It was a choice that I made... gradually.. after knowing you through each passing day.. after every conversation that we had.
First time I had fallen for someone was kind of Love at first sight. It was immature, impractical, crazy, and what not...but still it managed to break me enough, so much so that I never expected to love anyone else ever.
But then you happened to enter my life, and I had never expected that I'll fall for you without even meeting you once.

I know you have also gone through heartbreak, though you never talked about it much but I realized the intensity of your pain the first time you told me about her. So I always thought that since you are a few years older to me, you don't want to rush into things and want to give yourself sometime before thinking anything about future.
I thought may be I am acting immaturely; but I couldn't stand your indifference towards me. I had always been honest with you and so I confessed my feelings without waiting for you to take an initiative. Was that my fault?
That I took an initiative so that we could stay happily together...

But your ignorance has hurt me deeply. Why don't you understand anything? I am just a simple girl who wanted the same love in return that I had been showering upon you. And if you couldn't do that, you could have just told me to get lost. But you chose yet again to remain silent. That's the easiest thing to do for you. Isn't it?

Now I am finding faults in you, so that I could hate you a bit and stop thinking about you 24*7. I keep on trying to figure out reasons why this relationship that I always wanted would have never been successful. And that all this has happened for good.
But then I happen to think about your smile and all bad things that I have collected about you get vanished in a couple of seconds.

I want to talk to you so badly right now. I want to tease you, make fun of you and ask you stupid questions. Why don't I deserve your love?

People say that first Love is unforgettable and it makes one strong. Very correct.
But they never told that second love is so fatal and it makes one this weak & vulnerable.

The worst part is that I have no one to share this situation that I am going through. No one who is close to me has any idea about this turmoil going on in my life. I am completely alone and all I need is you.

I just hope that you might be missing me too...not necessarily in the same way as I do.. but in some way.. you might miss me some day too..